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Name : Tan SiKai
Rank : SOLDIER 2nd Class
Birthdate : 10 April 1989
Birthplace: Singapore
Ethnicity : Chinese
Religion : Christianity
Gender : Male
Height : 167
Weight : 56
Values:
-Commitment
-Trust
-Truth
-Reason
Personality:
ISFJ (Jung Typology Test) - I-22%, S-1%, F-25%, J-33%
Explanation:
* slightly expressed introvert
* slightly expressed sensing personality
* moderately expressed feeling personality
* moderately expressed judging personality
Traits:
* Large, rich inner store of information which they gather about people
* Memory for details which are important to them
* In-tune with surroundings - sense of space and function
* Can be depended on to follow things through to completion
* Will work long and hard to see that jobs get done
* Stable, practical, down-to-earth - Dislike working with theory and abstract thought unnecessarily
* Dislike doing things which don't make sense to them
* Value security, tradition, and peaceful living
* Service-oriented: focused on what people need and want
* Kind and considerate
* Likely to put others' needs above their own
* Learn best with hands-on training
* Enjoy creating structure and order
* Take their responsibilities seriously
* Extremely uncomfortable with conflict and confrontation
Career-defining traits:
1) extremely interested and in-tune with how other people are feeling
2) enjoy creating structure and order, and are extremely good at it.
Ideally, the ISFJ will choose a career in which they can use their exceptional people-observation skills to determine what people
want or need, and then use their excellent organizational abilities to create a structured plan or environment for achieving what
people want.
Relationships:
+Committed
+Difficulty in leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that it's over
+Selfless
+Intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds
+Warm
+Difficulty with conflict situations
+Dependable and affectionate lovers
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFJ's natural partner is the ESTP, or the ESFP. ISFJ's dominant function of Introverted Sensing is best matched with a partner whose dominant function is Extraverted Sensing.
More at:
ISFJ Profile or
Protrait of
an ISFJ
"To be a hero you got to have dreams... and honor" - Angeal
~Sad/Happy Day~
Thursday, 17 May 2007
Mere words cannot describle just how sad I can be. Today I had my SPA Skill A Exam, and I spent only a total of 1h on it for the last 3days, and its on the day itself. The beginning of the exam was a peaceful experience. We started at 2.06pm, and I was there happily doing my General Method. When I finished, the time was 2.20pm. How deceiving can time be? Omg it seemed like I still have alot of time to spare, and so there was I taking my time doing my Detailed Procedure as detailed as possible. Time 2.45pm, left 2 more test to write on. Time 2.50pm, moving on to Safety Precaution. At this point I still felt that there was alot of time to spare (0.0!!). Finally I was done with it, but not really because it felt too short (and it really was, as I found out later after the exam). Anyway I when to start with the Theory, time at 2.55pm. Then I began to realise that I may not have enough time to complete (may? still a "may"??). Sped up my writing. "You have 5min left" said the Invigilator. Omg I had still 4 chemicals to write on. Now then I am rushing for time. I skipped the part on limitations and complete others first. Still have some time to spare. Write limitations!! Argh no time one line will do. (de! one line? model answer has paragraphs!) "Time's up, pens down" Come on last few sentence.
Dreadful and regretful experience.. zz.. Guess have to pia for main paper..
Today I was not particularly happy with the TKD experience. I did not bring my dobok as I am injured (got a bad fall and knocked on the hips). Although I cannot do a high front/turning kick or side kicks, that does not mean that I am disable! I just can't believe how materialistic some can be, insisting that since I am not in my dobok, I cannot train with them. Its an equivalent of saying, Since you don't look like me, you cannot do the same thing as I do. I never thought that such segregation can happen, even within my group of friends! Moreover it wasn't even formal training; members are just scattered around doing their own stuffs. Does even that qualify as a training so formal that a dobok is required? If this was the case, then all people playing volleyball at the beach must look like a volleyball player. Can't help it, so upset. Perhaps in the future I may be laughing at this stupid attitude of mine, but that's me, now.
This was further exacerbate when Xiu Yi approach me commenting on my post. The article said something like, I was infiatuated with her before. She was upset because I put this up, and that it happened during my relationship with my ex. She has her rights to be upset, but I have my rights to to walk in truth. Its true that I feel very close to her during a period of time. So what if I tried to deny? Then I cannot come into terms with myself; I cannot then accept who I was. If I cannot even accept my past, how can I walk with confidence, for those who can find fault in me may just be the cause of my downfall. It is important to walk in truth, to seek the true you. It doesn't matter what you were, but how you respond. If it does matter what we were, then we are a bunch of sad people who are embarassed on our childish past and will never grow out of it, since we do not emphasize on responds and hence do not respond as much as it was needed.
Can't believe myself to be so critical.. I used to be only perceiving but now am judgemental.. hai..
The TKD experience didn't end just there. The accounts is in a mess again. Apparently someone indicated that they had paid but didn't. The collection process was also very badly done. The list was passed around and we just lost track of it while the money just keep coming in. There are also those who insist that they were there before and refused to queue up. Must be more stern on such matters next time, if there is a next time.
Not all is lost however. I am really happy about a message I received at 8.09am, from Sin Man. She wanted to give me bible study on saturday. Wa finally I am back on track again after missing so many lessons as both sides are busy. Moreover she invited me to join her in the future when she is giving bible study to others, so that I can learn how to share the Word. I see the light at the end of the tunnel, where there I would be sharing the Word to both believers and unbelievers and teach them the Way to Righteousness, not through me but through God who is in me. Lord let me be a vessel for you to use to guide people into Your presence and Your Righteousness. Amen.
The future do look bright, but it sure requires both faith in Father and myself, to believe in my ability to do good works and in my Father who will share His Strength to cover my weaknesses. Amen.
17 May 07 @ 1.00AM (p.s. Sorry Ah Gong! I am sleeping late again..)
posted at : 00:16
to do list
rock climbing regularly
play paintball
go ice-skate
go roller-blade
go cycle
swimming!
hit the beach
and many more...
To Remember
07.01 Guo Hao's bday
01.02 Kenneth's bday
05.04 KaiYu's bday
15.04 Sin Man's bday
16.04 Nuranati's bday
02.05 Jimmy's bday
28.05 yaNN's bday
01.06 Xiu Wen's bday
15.06 Jian Wei's bday
07.07 Dorcas' bday
07.08 XiuXuan's bday
07.08 Xiuyi's bday
09.08 Singapore's bday
30.08 Tze Chong's bday
10.09 MaioSia's bday
07.11 ShiHUa's bdday
08.11 yIhUAn's bday
13.11 Cherie's bday
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