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Name : Tan SiKai
Rank : SOLDIER 2nd Class
Birthdate : 10 April 1989
Birthplace: Singapore
Ethnicity : Chinese
Religion : Christianity
Gender : Male
Height : 167
Weight : 56
Values:
-Commitment
-Trust
-Truth
-Reason
Personality:
ISFJ (Jung Typology Test) - I-22%, S-1%, F-25%, J-33%
Explanation:
* slightly expressed introvert
* slightly expressed sensing personality
* moderately expressed feeling personality
* moderately expressed judging personality
Traits:
* Large, rich inner store of information which they gather about people
* Memory for details which are important to them
* In-tune with surroundings - sense of space and function
* Can be depended on to follow things through to completion
* Will work long and hard to see that jobs get done
* Stable, practical, down-to-earth - Dislike working with theory and abstract thought unnecessarily
* Dislike doing things which don't make sense to them
* Value security, tradition, and peaceful living
* Service-oriented: focused on what people need and want
* Kind and considerate
* Likely to put others' needs above their own
* Learn best with hands-on training
* Enjoy creating structure and order
* Take their responsibilities seriously
* Extremely uncomfortable with conflict and confrontation
Career-defining traits:
1) extremely interested and in-tune with how other people are feeling
2) enjoy creating structure and order, and are extremely good at it.
Ideally, the ISFJ will choose a career in which they can use their exceptional people-observation skills to determine what people
want or need, and then use their excellent organizational abilities to create a structured plan or environment for achieving what
people want.
Relationships:
+Committed
+Difficulty in leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that it's over
+Selfless
+Intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds
+Warm
+Difficulty with conflict situations
+Dependable and affectionate lovers
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFJ's natural partner is the ESTP, or the ESFP. ISFJ's dominant function of Introverted Sensing is best matched with a partner whose dominant function is Extraverted Sensing.
More at:
ISFJ Profile or
Protrait of
an ISFJ
"To be a hero you got to have dreams... and honor" - Angeal
Wednesday, 27 June 2007
here's a song for all! enjoy (personally like it alot...)
~爱的真好~
女: 可能是久违的甜蜜
可能是潮水的来去
把眼泪流成一阵雨
能不能够流到你心里
男: 一定是潮水的魔力
让海岸也无能为力
就当是生命中的奇迹
改变了天涯海角的距离
男: 可能大雨来得太早 (女: 我还不知道)
男: 可是情话说得正好 (女: 我还在寻找)
男: 再怎么样寻找
女: 来时路已经找不到
女: 可能缘份来得太早 (男: 我还不知道)
女: 可是情话说得正好 (男: 我还在寻找)
合: 当我以为再等不到你却突然停靠在我怀抱
posted at : 14:46
..Sad moments..
...Hai...
This few days had not been well..
I lost my beloved pencil...
I can't believe it. I was using it on Sunday to do some math questions, remembered packing it to my pencil case, and "poof", on Monday morning during the Math Exam it was gone!
Waa so depressed. It was like losing a wife. I still remembered the days where I would show others how much my stationary meant to me, especially my pencil. I would hug it or would place it near my face. I still remember just last week when Dorcas was about to take away my stationary (for reasons forgotten.. ), my pencil was the first thing that I kept away.
Hai.. O pencil, how sure and firm is your grip, how smooth is your flow. Do you know how much I miss you so? Come back to me, my pencil! How I long to hold you up again in joy, use you to draw all graphs and all my thoughts. Without you my life is uncertain.
My pencil, though it was a short meeting, but our relationship was not limited by time. We got close, closer than others. You are my beloved. Do you know my pains in searching for you? I spent my last hour looking for you, forgoing my chemistry, having no mood. My thoughts are on you. Please, come back to me...
Hai.. It was truly regrettable that I took you for granted when you were around. Now you left me, alone once more..
Hai.. I nearly broke my faith in searching for you, being angry at Father for not revealing where you are, for not bringing you back to me..
Father, thank you for being so true to Your Word, that "blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted." Thank You for not holding up against me for my transgression, for my anger O Lord.
Once I was blind; now I know. You sent Jesus in flesh, and He did Your works, glorifying You. But He left in flesh, so that He can come to us in Spirit. You removed beings from their form, brought out their essence, and bring it up and penetrated into the realm of the Spirit, so that we will not forget them, but let their spirit live with us. Thank You O Lord faithful to Your Word.
".. Knowing how pragmatic we both are, and knowing how practical you
too are, we decided to buy you something altogether practical!! Hehe now you have a pencil to shake with, a stapler to stapler till you go crazy & something to fill your two new pencil cases!! xx noted you've been losing your stationary.. ..P/S: we very thoughtful one leh! Everything
s is blue blue blue blue ~~~~" Extract from Xiuyi's birthday message
".. -Got to know that you've lost your pencil case from Juan Chen, so we decided to buy you one initially... But you actually got 2 from your friends already!!
-so we carried out
PLAN B, which is to buy you the stationery you've lost these few weeks.." Extract from Xiu Xuan's birthday message
Looking through these messages again, I guess the true essence of the pencil lies not so much in its functionality but its representation of my relationship with the Twins. Not very sure how, but I believe the message reveals. Love these messages too. So nice.. Lol..
Hai.. Still..
My pencil, where thou halt gone?
posted at : 12:57
~My First Love~
Monday, 4 June 2007
"...do you love me?.."
John 21:15,16,17
This Emerge (29may - 3june) was the first time I went, but its good enough. The presence of God was really there, and it went from glory to glory. This was the time I felt really close to God, to Jesus. I felt them in a tangible manner.
In the past I thought being a Christian was just going to church, worshipping Jesus, be filled in with the Spirit of God, nothing more. But at the start of this year Pastor Kong revealed that this year is going to be a year of great reposition of us and our church. It has always been his dream of building a church without walls, meaning to live out christian life and not let it be confined only to the four walls of the church. With this he started on Cultural Mandate (Gen 1:27-28), that we should as a true believer should continually impact the marketplace with our talents and creativity as we are created in the image of our Elohim God, who is so creative that He literally created heaven and earth. Yet we must not forget Jesus Himself as our Lord and saviour, and with this Ps Kong started on the Sermon on the Mount.
The Sermon on the Mount had quite an impact on me. It teaches us to have a heart of brokenness to God's grace and tender mercies. We mourned, for we are not perfect before God. As we reflect upon ourselves, looking at the Law of Moses, and many other laws, we find ourselves less and less righteous before God. "Judge not, and you will not be judged [by the Lord]." (matt 7:1). This verse alone condemned many. But "whenever sin abounds, grace abounds even more." Hallelujah for this grace upon us.
Then came Emerge. This was the time I felt the most fundamental thing that Jesus require of us, that is to love Him just as He had loved us. All He wants to know, at the end times, is whether do we truely love Him, do we willingly serve Him and obey His Word. It doesn't matter if we do make an impact in the marketplace, nor it matters if we serve the community, if we live in abundance or are we a giver. All it matters is whether we are loving Him from our innermost heart. If we do, He is willing to love us unconditionally, willing to forgive and forget all our sins, all our imprefections, even if we commit it over and over again. He knows us even before we are borned into this world; He understands our struggle. All He wants is our heart, broken before Him, for Him to mend and put a Holy glue on, that we can shine ever more greatly for Him.
Some may just say that Jesus is God, and is unable to comprehend His Love. But it was written, "For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin." (Heb 4:15). Jesus struggled with giving in to His earthly body (matt 4:3), with His faith (matt 4:5), with power and fame (matt 4:8), and with the temptations of giving up. He came down to this world, to life like us. He showed us that we can be righteous like Him, if we would just walk with Him. He suffered so much for us, even sacrificed His life for us. How great can love ever be?
Oh Jesus, my brother, my lover, how I wish I can stand before you, confessing that You are my one and only. I'm just tied with my earthly body, having many desires and temptations. How I wish that I can leave my body and be one with You, my Lord. Jesus, teach me to love You just as You love me, to agape You just as You agape me. Let me not depend on my strength alone, but let Your strength flow through me. Let my heart be so open before You, to be saturated with Your presence. Let Your tender mercies and beautiful grace touch my heart, and let me be in You as You are in me. Oh Lord I'm not perfect; I just hope that You will allow this imprefect me into Your soul. I do not want to settle to be in the Holy Place, nor even the Holy of Holies, but to be truly in Your secret place. I may get tired of serving Your word; I may get tired of serving Your ministry, but I pray that I do not get tired of loving You. Teach me to love You always. Amen.
posted at : 01:12
March 2007
