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Name : Tan SiKai
Rank : SOLDIER 2nd Class
Birthdate : 10 April 1989
Birthplace: Singapore
Ethnicity : Chinese
Religion : Christianity
Gender : Male
Height : 167
Weight : 56
Values:
-Commitment
-Trust
-Truth
-Reason
Personality:
ISFJ (Jung Typology Test) - I-22%, S-1%, F-25%, J-33%
Explanation:
* slightly expressed introvert
* slightly expressed sensing personality
* moderately expressed feeling personality
* moderately expressed judging personality
Traits:
* Large, rich inner store of information which they gather about people
* Memory for details which are important to them
* In-tune with surroundings - sense of space and function
* Can be depended on to follow things through to completion
* Will work long and hard to see that jobs get done
* Stable, practical, down-to-earth - Dislike working with theory and abstract thought unnecessarily
* Dislike doing things which don't make sense to them
* Value security, tradition, and peaceful living
* Service-oriented: focused on what people need and want
* Kind and considerate
* Likely to put others' needs above their own
* Learn best with hands-on training
* Enjoy creating structure and order
* Take their responsibilities seriously
* Extremely uncomfortable with conflict and confrontation
Career-defining traits:
1) extremely interested and in-tune with how other people are feeling
2) enjoy creating structure and order, and are extremely good at it.
Ideally, the ISFJ will choose a career in which they can use their exceptional people-observation skills to determine what people
want or need, and then use their excellent organizational abilities to create a structured plan or environment for achieving what
people want.
Relationships:
+Committed
+Difficulty in leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that it's over
+Selfless
+Intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds
+Warm
+Difficulty with conflict situations
+Dependable and affectionate lovers
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFJ's natural partner is the ESTP, or the ESFP. ISFJ's dominant function of Introverted Sensing is best matched with a partner whose dominant function is Extraverted Sensing.
More at:
ISFJ Profile or
Protrait of
an ISFJ
"To be a hero you got to have dreams... and honor" - Angeal
~1st Day of Exam~
Tuesday, 30 October 2007
Hello Everyone!! Long time since I last blogged.. Hmmm lost touch with it..
So why am I blogging now? Simply because I'm online and cant watch manga and such.. so.. can only blog while I wait for my friend to send his password and id to my school's portal to me. Woo~! Long sentence man!! Haha..
***After some time***
Sian.. The portal dun have the things I want.. Zz.. Wasted my msges =.=
Anywayz.. About today's paper.. Today we had Phys pp3.. The questions were surprising! Especially the question that asked us to describle the energy changes for a mass attached to a spring oscillating vertically and for a nucleus undergoing radioactive decay. It was worth 8 marks!! 8!! I still remember primary school where they asked us to state the change in energy of an object. Anyway, that question no hope. Then there's the 1st question where they asked about dynamics. The first few questions were okay, but the last one.. hoho.. I asked 2 other friends and all of us got different answers =.= . So far the easiest question is the Quantum question I think. The 1st question is pure memory (but lazy me never memorise and had to depend on the graphs in my head.. gone.. 6 marks..) and the following questions were just simple simple and simple.. Top JCs have the last question or somewhat related questions to it, so all we need to do is to twist it a little to fit the questions. A good source is HCI pp3 section A last question.
Overall, the paper was manageable.. left 20min to slack a little before handing in the paper.. Oh ya today I feel weird before the paper, like all excited and puffed up! I just dunno why I felt good.. Hmmm..
Anyway.. logging off... Shouldnt be blogging anytime soon..hee...
posted at : 20:32
Last Day of School..?
Friday, 12 October 2007
Today was officially the last day of my school.. No more lessons, no more homework, no more early wake ups for school.. Times where me and my friends get together by the rule of law was over.. I should be feeling sad..
Yet I wasn't.. Somehow, I feel normal, like its just another day of my life.. The fact that it isn't made me confused about myself.. Was it something that happened recently?
If it was, then I would point it to hiding in my home everytime after school. Recently, or should I say, since my Prelims, I had spent most of my day at home. It was to study actually. I brought my friend home to make that person study, as that person cant really study alone and need a motivator, yet that person was unwilling to find one.. So I had to spend my time with my friend instead of my friends.. As time passed, slowly I got used to not being with my friends..
But if it was not, then something is really wrong.. Am I not as bonded to them as I thought I am? After spending 2 years with each other, won't I at least miss some of them? The closest one may be not, cuz somehow I expect myself to see him now and then.. What about the rest? Come to think of it, we may have drift apart a little.. Hai..
Is this always true? Somehow I don't know myself.. This is just a start of a new test on our relationship.. The outcome is still unsure.. May be we'll be seeing each other sooner or later.. I dunno myself..
Well. wait for the result ba.. See the grade for the subject, Friends..
posted at : 16:06
~Blog~
Thursday, 4 October 2007
Waa.. Super long time since I last blogged.. How long was it? Maybe 1mth or more le..
So, what puts me off?
Well, Exams and revisions lo.. Preliminary's a serious thing.. Cant play play anymore.. Plus, I had to devote my time to helping SOME people to make sure they study, even though they are so STRONG in their subjects.. Haha, you know who you are huh..?
That's not the only reason of course.. Its partly because I'm lazy.. There are actually quite a few interesting stuffs to blog about, like the evolution of blogs, my (sad-ed) life being bullied by a girl (really sad lei a guy got bullied by a girl..), and my new acquired freedom! (Mom and Dad went Thailand..)
Another reason.. Recently I got hooked onto bleach and so, I skipped blogging to bleach-ing!! hee.. (to all my fans out there, I'm terribly sorry that I left you out of my life. I'll try my best to make up for it. Continue to support my blog! Woot~)
So, what draw me in?
First and foremost, my number 1 priority, without doubt nor regrets, is to thank Dorcas for helping me with cooking dinner today. My mom went overseas today, leaving my poor bro and I to our own survival. Thankfully, Dorcas agreed to come over to cook for us some dinner. Though the dinner can be improved ( I tried my hands on some part of the process.. especially on cooking the meat, that in the end, the meat is only 3/4 cooked =.= ), I must say that without her, my bro and I have to eat out, with I dun feel like to. The cooking was a lot of fun, and dumb things happen too. We regularly went to the toilet to wash our hands before handling the ingredients, wash our hand again to prepare the water, wash our hand again to handle the ingredients again, wa super dumb la! I cannot imagine a cook doing all that and not get any scolding. Another silly thing is that we kept asking each other how much to add, whether is the food ready etc. Its like 2 blur people trying to cook a decent Spagetti. In the end, the food was so so, but I felt bloated after that. There is a great room for improvement. Not only in cooking, Dorcas also helped to wash the dishes while me and my bro ate our dinner. Felt so pai seh having to depend on her so much, and she's a guest! I cant imagine myself doing just that. Hai..
Up to this point, you might wonder what's my relationship with her. To tell you my fans the truth, I am not sure either. It really depends on how you define a pair to be in a relationship. Strictly speaking, we are mere best friends who likes to play with each other and do things together, like she would say, that's what friends are for, to help and bully. I would play around with her.. err.. fats, like shaking her so her whole body shakes, squeeze the budge on her waist to irritate her, while she would keep hitting my chest with that puny fist of hers repeatedly, making them very sore at the end of the day (it's still sore now). What's worst is that she want me to continue to do push-ups and pull-ups to train up my chest, so that she can hit! Hai.. Sad-ed life..
In terms of time, we have been seeing each other often lately.. During Prelims, she would come over to my house whenever I have morning papers or if both of us are having break.. That's still alright, considering that we settled into a kind of a study group and so its natural to be productive then.. Now, it is still within acceptable level, as we would meet to study, although we would go out every saturday morning to exercise and have some fun! In the very near future, we should be meeting at my house to prepare dinner some of the time till my mom's return 2 wks later, and also to study as our "A" levels draws near (wa "A" level can draw the word near lei.. not bad.. okay sorry lame ==) .. Moreover, she's my main messaging partner now, though that doesnt mean alot as I have only 500 free smses, so I cant have more than 2 main msging partner, and even then post a great strain on my free smses..
What else? Emotionally, we are moderately dependable on each other.. Its really a joy that finally, I can make her be more truthful. In the past, me and nur often see her as someone we can have fun with, someone who is cheerful, but what's behind the smile is uncertain.. But I am glad for this opportunity to see who she was in the past, how she has change, and how is she going.. Its really a pinnacle of a friendship to be entirely truthful to each other.. Her past was not as bright as I thought, but still I am not willing to sacrifice a true friendship and trust to cover my hurt for this fallen expectation.. Rather, by accepting, I actually found a greater beauty in making a mistake, admitting and changing oneself to prevent falling again.. Through her, I learnt to accept friends for who they are and not who we thought them to be.. I learnt to be accepting, and perhaps a little more loving.. Now perhaps what we can work on is to approach each other when we encounter a problem (I am pretty guility of that even though I asked her to approach me if she has any problem, regardless of the time of the day.. Must work on it..). Another realm which we can further on is the number of topics which we talk on.. Though I'm not very sure what topics we usually discuss about, but it seemed centred on her fats and my tickles and our studies and a bit of school life.. Its a little sad but I am willing find out what she's interested in and to try to get her interested in some other topics.. Hee..
Looking at these few points, I can only say that our relationship is somewhere between friends and couples. We may on the outside behave like some new couples, but in fact, the state of our hearts are pretty far from what you call true couples to be. I may like her, but I am not sure of how much she likes me; I do not even know the extend of my love for her.. To those who observe carefully, we are more of a brother-sister relationship, being a support for each other. Unlike couples, we do not hold hands, yet we do quite a number of physical contacts, including messing up the hair. The main motive of the physical contacts is not to generate a closer relationship but just derive some fun from each other. To us, its a harmless pursuit, as long as it is not explicitly shown in public. Sometimes I even wonder whether should I enter a relationship with her when given a chance, where the road is often narrow as we try to walk on the same path, or stay as we are, where the road is broader and allow for some breathing space. Moreover, she has given the guarantee that she will not forsake our friendship for any personal benefit. Its now back to my own problem of tolerance to risk.
Alright now that the relationship is made clear, I can see somehow for myself the state that we are in.. Maybe time will tell the answer to the question.. Now perhaps, I'll test the waters now and then.. How I yearn for more, yet, fear of more..
posted at : 20:43
March 2007
