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Name : Tan SiKai
Rank : SOLDIER 2nd Class
Birthdate : 10 April 1989
Birthplace: Singapore
Ethnicity : Chinese
Religion : Christianity
Gender : Male
Height : 167
Weight : 56
Values:
-Commitment
-Trust
-Truth
-Reason
Personality:
ISFJ (Jung Typology Test) - I-22%, S-1%, F-25%, J-33%
Explanation:
* slightly expressed introvert
* slightly expressed sensing personality
* moderately expressed feeling personality
* moderately expressed judging personality
Traits:
* Large, rich inner store of information which they gather about people
* Memory for details which are important to them
* In-tune with surroundings - sense of space and function
* Can be depended on to follow things through to completion
* Will work long and hard to see that jobs get done
* Stable, practical, down-to-earth - Dislike working with theory and abstract thought unnecessarily
* Dislike doing things which don't make sense to them
* Value security, tradition, and peaceful living
* Service-oriented: focused on what people need and want
* Kind and considerate
* Likely to put others' needs above their own
* Learn best with hands-on training
* Enjoy creating structure and order
* Take their responsibilities seriously
* Extremely uncomfortable with conflict and confrontation
Career-defining traits:
1) extremely interested and in-tune with how other people are feeling
2) enjoy creating structure and order, and are extremely good at it.
Ideally, the ISFJ will choose a career in which they can use their exceptional people-observation skills to determine what people
want or need, and then use their excellent organizational abilities to create a structured plan or environment for achieving what
people want.
Relationships:
+Committed
+Difficulty in leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that it's over
+Selfless
+Intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds
+Warm
+Difficulty with conflict situations
+Dependable and affectionate lovers
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFJ's natural partner is the ESTP, or the ESFP. ISFJ's dominant function of Introverted Sensing is best matched with a partner whose dominant function is Extraverted Sensing.
More at:
ISFJ Profile or
Protrait of
an ISFJ
"To be a hero you got to have dreams... and honor" - Angeal
~Mr. Nobody~
Sunday, 23 March 2008
Today I dreamt of myself being a nobody. Though I forgot alot of it, I cant forget this part...
I dreamt being in a place, and with me were jia sheng and the rest of the kids. Brother Valor was there, and placed his hands on jia sheng, he prophesied that jia sheng will be someone great (forgot the title..). In the dream I saw jia sheng slowly growing up and really became a great person. Other kids were as well, but for me, I was lagging behind, never changed at all..
Somehow, this dream hits me quite hard. I woke up doubting myself and my purpose. I told myself before that I want to work to provide for my family in the future, but I don't even have a girlfriend now, and my relationships with others aren't that good either. My previous relationship is still haunting me, eroding me from inside. I want to let go, but I cant find the strength to. I want to move on, but still, I am afraid. Very afraid.
Then my other goal was to be a philanthropist. Its really what I want to be, someone who has more than enough, to be a living epistle and a blessing to people. That's the reason why I wanted to study Accountancy and Finance. Its for the money, not to be worried over it but to have enough to give others as well. This dream made me doubt my ability to get where I wanted, made me rethink of my paths.
Haix.. I am in a sorry state. Even I feel ashamed of myself. I was once up and about preaching about goals and vision, but I cant even save myself. I doubted everything, even my God. After reading the bible, I felt a little better. Still, my fears stuck.
Maybe its just my nervousness acting up. My enlistment is 2 weeks away. I don't know what to do about it now, except to wait and see. I don't know what to hope for, what will the outcome be, how my relationship with the people around, people whom I am close to, will turn out in the end. I was waiting for someone to say to me, "No matter what, I will never leave you."
People will say, God will never leave you, yet I had never had a close encounter with God. I do not have a faith that says, "I'm not afraid, for I know You will never leave me nor forsake me." My closest encounter would be in what the bible calls the Holy place, where God's presence overspilled into it. I had never heard God.
I want to be alive in someone's heart, not just a passing figure whom people met once in a while, not just a figure that is temporary..
The real truth is that, I had never trusted anyone to stay by me. All along, I had believed that friends just come and go, not there to stay. I believed that God has more things to matter than to spend time with me. I am just an insignificant being not worthy to trouble anyone.
All that said, maybe its time for me to move on.. Maybe I should have moved on long ago.. The stay has been good, but painful.. Thanks people..
posted at : 20:27
Nth much..
Monday, 17 March 2008
Wow.. its nearly 1 month since i last blogged.. this page's gathering dust..
anyway, I am taking time off work now (slacking in fact..).. hee..
Why am i so slack?
Cuz my work not rushing..
I still remember what my boss said to me last thursday..
I hand him the work I had done for the weekBoss: Hmmm.. Let me see
ar..
Flipped through a little.. Saw some markings I'd made..Boss: Hmmm.. Okay.. Still a bit messy.. The difference here is due to excess or can't find the (machine) part?
Looking at the stats..Boss: Hmmm.. So you cant find the part is it?
me: Ya.. but it may be because the parts were moved while I was stock-taking (aka, stock taking at real time..)
Boss: Hmmm.. Okay.. Well the layout is still messy.. Tell you what, since you have time here, help me redo so that its more presentable..
Sian.. My one week of slacking effort.. and now more weeks to slack doing the same thing, except to enter into softcopy.. no deadline somemore.. not motivated.. haiz...
Anyway for those who dunno, I'm doing basic audit, working at my uncle's workplace. My uncle, a sales manager, is my boss. The reason that I was roped in is because the accounts had a bit of discrepancies and I was to do some auditing (comparing book values, aka the accounts, with the physical invoices). I did that for 1 week, afterwhich my boss said: "Hmmm, must find something for you to do..."
Zzz..
So so anyway, I roped in my friend, XiuWen, into this company too, as she was facing unemployment at that time (2 weeks ago..). So here we are, in this company, different boss though and different job scope.. Her's data entry.. Sian-ned job...
I matched my job time with her, cuz she part-time (not that she wants but anyway..). After work, we would go around explore explore.. Till date, we went to places like orchard together (direct bus), went into LV, Rolex, Gucci, Ramen Ten, Gelare and many other expensive stores for fun.. In fact, I find LV Rolex etc super boring.. Even the staffs of Rolex indirectly agree (just look at the watch makers slacking around.. lol..)
lazy to blog liao.. just did alot of things with xw.. even got drenched in rain and hit by waters splashed by the cars.. so we went through some really hard times together, and fun times too.. hahaha.. aiya nth much la..
Sian...
posted at : 09:58
March 2007
