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Name : Tan SiKai
Rank : SOLDIER 2nd Class
Birthdate : 10 April 1989
Birthplace: Singapore
Ethnicity : Chinese
Religion : Christianity
Gender : Male
Height : 167
Weight : 56
Values:
-Commitment
-Trust
-Truth
-Reason
Personality:
ISFJ (Jung Typology Test) - I-22%, S-1%, F-25%, J-33%
Explanation:
* slightly expressed introvert
* slightly expressed sensing personality
* moderately expressed feeling personality
* moderately expressed judging personality
Traits:
* Large, rich inner store of information which they gather about people
* Memory for details which are important to them
* In-tune with surroundings - sense of space and function
* Can be depended on to follow things through to completion
* Will work long and hard to see that jobs get done
* Stable, practical, down-to-earth - Dislike working with theory and abstract thought unnecessarily
* Dislike doing things which don't make sense to them
* Value security, tradition, and peaceful living
* Service-oriented: focused on what people need and want
* Kind and considerate
* Likely to put others' needs above their own
* Learn best with hands-on training
* Enjoy creating structure and order
* Take their responsibilities seriously
* Extremely uncomfortable with conflict and confrontation
Career-defining traits:
1) extremely interested and in-tune with how other people are feeling
2) enjoy creating structure and order, and are extremely good at it.
Ideally, the ISFJ will choose a career in which they can use their exceptional people-observation skills to determine what people
want or need, and then use their excellent organizational abilities to create a structured plan or environment for achieving what
people want.
Relationships:
+Committed
+Difficulty in leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that it's over
+Selfless
+Intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds
+Warm
+Difficulty with conflict situations
+Dependable and affectionate lovers
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFJ's natural partner is the ESTP, or the ESFP. ISFJ's dominant function of Introverted Sensing is best matched with a partner whose dominant function is Extraverted Sensing.
More at:
ISFJ Profile or
Protrait of
an ISFJ
"To be a hero you got to have dreams... and honor" - Angeal
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~Mr. Nobody~
Sunday, 23 March 2008
Today I dreamt of myself being a nobody. Though I forgot alot of it, I cant forget this part...
I dreamt being in a place, and with me were jia sheng and the rest of the kids. Brother Valor was there, and placed his hands on jia sheng, he prophesied that jia sheng will be someone great (forgot the title..). In the dream I saw jia sheng slowly growing up and really became a great person. Other kids were as well, but for me, I was lagging behind, never changed at all..
Somehow, this dream hits me quite hard. I woke up doubting myself and my purpose. I told myself before that I want to work to provide for my family in the future, but I don't even have a girlfriend now, and my relationships with others aren't that good either. My previous relationship is still haunting me, eroding me from inside. I want to let go, but I cant find the strength to. I want to move on, but still, I am afraid. Very afraid.
Then my other goal was to be a philanthropist. Its really what I want to be, someone who has more than enough, to be a living epistle and a blessing to people. That's the reason why I wanted to study Accountancy and Finance. Its for the money, not to be worried over it but to have enough to give others as well. This dream made me doubt my ability to get where I wanted, made me rethink of my paths.
Haix.. I am in a sorry state. Even I feel ashamed of myself. I was once up and about preaching about goals and vision, but I cant even save myself. I doubted everything, even my God. After reading the bible, I felt a little better. Still, my fears stuck.
Maybe its just my nervousness acting up. My enlistment is 2 weeks away. I don't know what to do about it now, except to wait and see. I don't know what to hope for, what will the outcome be, how my relationship with the people around, people whom I am close to, will turn out in the end. I was waiting for someone to say to me, "No matter what, I will never leave you."
People will say, God will never leave you, yet I had never had a close encounter with God. I do not have a faith that says, "I'm not afraid, for I know You will never leave me nor forsake me." My closest encounter would be in what the bible calls the Holy place, where God's presence overspilled into it. I had never heard God.
I want to be alive in someone's heart, not just a passing figure whom people met once in a while, not just a figure that is temporary..
The real truth is that, I had never trusted anyone to stay by me. All along, I had believed that friends just come and go, not there to stay. I believed that God has more things to matter than to spend time with me. I am just an insignificant being not worthy to trouble anyone.
All that said, maybe its time for me to move on.. Maybe I should have moved on long ago.. The stay has been good, but painful.. Thanks people..
posted at : 20:27
to do list
rock climbing regularly
play paintball
go ice-skate
go roller-blade
go cycle
swimming!
hit the beach
and many more...
To Remember
07.01 Guo Hao's bday
01.02 Kenneth's bday
05.04 KaiYu's bday
15.04 Sin Man's bday
16.04 Nuranati's bday
02.05 Jimmy's bday
28.05 yaNN's bday
01.06 Xiu Wen's bday
15.06 Jian Wei's bday
07.07 Dorcas' bday
07.08 XiuXuan's bday
07.08 Xiuyi's bday
09.08 Singapore's bday
30.08 Tze Chong's bday
10.09 MaioSia's bday
07.11 ShiHUa's bdday
08.11 yIhUAn's bday
13.11 Cherie's bday
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March 2007
