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Name : Tan SiKai
Rank : SOLDIER 2nd Class
Birthdate : 10 April 1989
Birthplace: Singapore
Ethnicity : Chinese
Religion : Christianity
Gender : Male
Height : 167
Weight : 56
Values:
-Commitment
-Trust
-Truth
-Reason
Personality:
ISFJ (Jung Typology Test) - I-22%, S-1%, F-25%, J-33%
Explanation:
* slightly expressed introvert
* slightly expressed sensing personality
* moderately expressed feeling personality
* moderately expressed judging personality
Traits:
* Large, rich inner store of information which they gather about people
* Memory for details which are important to them
* In-tune with surroundings - sense of space and function
* Can be depended on to follow things through to completion
* Will work long and hard to see that jobs get done
* Stable, practical, down-to-earth - Dislike working with theory and abstract thought unnecessarily
* Dislike doing things which don't make sense to them
* Value security, tradition, and peaceful living
* Service-oriented: focused on what people need and want
* Kind and considerate
* Likely to put others' needs above their own
* Learn best with hands-on training
* Enjoy creating structure and order
* Take their responsibilities seriously
* Extremely uncomfortable with conflict and confrontation
Career-defining traits:
1) extremely interested and in-tune with how other people are feeling
2) enjoy creating structure and order, and are extremely good at it.
Ideally, the ISFJ will choose a career in which they can use their exceptional people-observation skills to determine what people
want or need, and then use their excellent organizational abilities to create a structured plan or environment for achieving what
people want.
Relationships:
+Committed
+Difficulty in leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that it's over
+Selfless
+Intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds
+Warm
+Difficulty with conflict situations
+Dependable and affectionate lovers
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFJ's natural partner is the ESTP, or the ESFP. ISFJ's dominant function of Introverted Sensing is best matched with a partner whose dominant function is Extraverted Sensing.
More at:
ISFJ Profile or
Protrait of
an ISFJ
"To be a hero you got to have dreams... and honor" - Angeal
~PSP!!~
Sunday, 24 August 2008
yay! I got a psp slim! finally after much deliberation and consideration and proposition, I executed the order..
Its a PSP Slim, FW 3.90, with 8gb, modified for $370, ice silver colour..
So natually, i played with it for today.. tried uploading pokemon into it.. Then tried for whole day, managed to load emerald version, but cant do clock-based events.. zz.. at least its something la..
Hmm. So talk about Basic Section Leader Course..
My BSLC really not very good. My buddy really CMI. I had to admit he is a good leader, because of his knowledge, but in other stuffs, he really have alot to work on. As a buddy, he failed terribly. He doesn't look after his buddy, and gave that attitude when his buddy show concerned for him. He was a good para-para dancer. Seriously i dunno what to talk about him..
Then the bed 1 is very loud. He needs to be more sensitive to the things he says. Heard that he is now losing out to his other course mates cuz he has a lower interpersonal skills.
hai.. dunno what to talk about..
bslc i'm blur at times.. think army wears me out.. so many things to learn.. then never put to much use.. its like doing for the sake of doing.. bo liao..
Anyway, i resolved dorcas issue. i am too lazy to love, too lazy to yearn for relationship.. my life now pretty good ^^ less worries, just enjoying and relax my way through aslc.. maybe just a little sad i have no special company, but well, life's a give and take.. anyway i have different perception compared to hers.. Cant really connect with her deep inside.. at most we can be outing buddies, like go out have fun tgt, that's all i guess.. a bit sad, cuz that's the thing i wanna do with my gf and my wife.. Now I had to settle for something less..
Really, what's life all about? Chiong so hard, doing my best, for who to see? Like my past relationship, my ex even wanna name our past as "unclear", saying that she never said she agree to by my gf anyway.. wth.. so all those acts are fake, all those times are fake, even the words she used are fake.. I cant stand this anymore.. she's just fooling around with me.. Tired really..
Luckily, dickson told me about this girl named ying zi. I really loved his description, cuz its my ideal! It got me really hopeful of the future, cuz there's still a possibility of someone whom i will love, whom i may have a chance of settling down with. I'm not so afraid anymore..
Just earlier, my sergeant gave me the highest praise. He said he loved my fighting spirit and determination; he said i was ocs calibre, just that ippt cmi.. But these words is true: "When war comes, I would want to fight under you"
Guess I was doing right after all ^^
posted at : 16:41
"You Gotta Be"
Saturday, 16 August 2008
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
You gotta be
ChorusYou gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey
chorusDon't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh Remember
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my heh, hey, hey
chorus X2This song nicely wraps up my resolution for myself. After 8 weeks of feeling alone, of false assumption that this logical, of hoping, wishing, praying, yet having desires unfulfilled, I want to throw away my nice guy image. Its something that gets on my nerve. So what if i'm a nice guy? I get bullied, thrown around and taken as trash. No, I must learn to fight back, learn to be strong, so that even with my size, no one dares to play around with me..
Its a false image of myself i know.. But the experience of being myself have been very bad. As a nice guy, I was dumped; As a nice guy, my mates took advantaged of my helpfulness. I ended up doing things unwillingly, as others expect me to do, as though its my responsibililty..
I am really confused with myself. I need a pillar, a guiding light to reveal to myself who I really am. Till now, I can only safely say I value in: Commitment, Trust, Specialness. Even hope and love, my greatest beliefs in the past, lost their charm.
Who am I, really?
posted at : 12:46
March 2007
