~Tagged~
Friday, 28 November 2008
Anyone who see any part of this post, do! (wa damn long..)
1. My friends ...
are busy right now.
2. I am listening to ...
Imagine Me without You -Jaci Valasqeuz
3. Maybe i should learn ...
to be more relax.
4. I love ...
to enjoy aspects of life with friends.
5. My plan ...
is to get married and have many kids.
6. I don't understand ...
how to do accounting..
7. I lost ...
a lot of $$ when I spend. $_$
8. People say ...
I look boyish.
9. I am missing ...
my mom and bro making noises at home.
10. Love means ...
a lifetime.
11. Somewhere, someone is ...
sleeping.
12. I am always searching for ...
someone special.
13. Forever seems ...
a long time.
14. I never want to ...
close my eyes~ I never want to fall asleep cuz I miss you babe..
15. My mobile phone ...
is very silent..
16. When I wake up in the morning ...
I wanna go back to sleep..
17. I get annoyed when ...
I am woke up for nothing important..
18. Parties are ...
fun when there are friends who are high around!
19. Hugs or kisses?
-Hugz-
20. Today I ...
went to sew my formation badge and washed my dirty assault bag. (Finally..)
21. Tomorrow I will be ...
running 20rounds with my secondary school friend!
22. I really want ...
a close companion. (preferably a female like Rinoa ^^)
23. I ...
really dunno what to say...
24. What is your phone brand?
Nokia.
25. What are the last three digits of your phone number?
132
26. When and what does the second message says in your inbox?
"Er.. Not today la" Xiu Wen
27. Who was the last person you rang?
Jimmy
28. Who was the last missed call from?
Sin Man
29. What does the oldest message from your inbox says?
Happy Birthday by Florence
30. Who comes up after "J"?
Who comes after Jay??
31. Who is your network provider?
M1. 1lifeliveit.
32. How many messages are there in your inbox?
63
33. Who do you have on speed dail three?
no one.. how to use ar?
34. If you are on prepaid card? how much credits do you have?
-nil-
35. Who's the first person who comes up after "C"?
Dee?
36. What do you have as your main ring tone?
Nokia tune..
phew~
posted at : 20:42
Final Fantasy X/X-2 : Imagine Me without You
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
"For I am convinced that
neither death nor life,
neither angels nor demons,
neither the present nor the future,
nor any powers,
neither height nor depth,
nor anything else in all creation,
will be able to separate us from
the love of God that is in Christ Jesus"
-Romans 8:38-39Imagine Me without Youby Jaci VelasquezAs long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life you're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you,
I need you
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day,
I'd be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just
impossible
Because of you,
it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rush to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you,
I need you
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day,
I'd be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just
impossible
Because of you,
it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you,
I need you oh~
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day,
I'd be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just
impossible
Because of you,
it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me
I can't imagine me without you
posted at : 20:11
-3SIR-
Woops, think I blogged too much today, but I missed out this! My posting..
Unlike most of my friends in Army, I'm posted to a unit, 3SIR. It's like just yesterday when my BSLC sec comm told us about it. He messaged a good luck, in a sarcastic manner. Then people around me kept giving me this idea that I'm in for a rough time.
I got there yesterday. Its all the way at some remote corner of Pasir Ris, but the buses only travels towards Bedok and Tampines =.=
The outer layer looks new, looks nice, but like Army itself, its interior was very far from expectation, even worst than SISPEC or BMT. My cupboard for example was spolit, cant be locked. My bunk door cant be locked. As I'm on annual leave now, I can only hope that no one steal stuffs from my wardrobe. Not like there's any expensive stuffs..
The OC's a nice guy. Quite friendly, and young. The people there quite lac-jag one. The cookhouse? So-so.. I prefer Taiwan cookhouse Xp The E-mart? Worst of all that i'd seen.
But I find the place itself kinda cool. Its a building on a historic ground. It was once a site for POWs during WWII! Imagine that the very ground you are stepping on have a lot of memories. There's even a bell left from a chapel. Sadly, many just walk back and forth without noticing their environment.
3SIR. I wonder how my life would be like. Will I get all the problem recruits, as what the OC mentioned? Can I get them motivated and moving?
I can only hope.
Now I must draft out my plan for them and myself for the next part of my Ns..
posted at : 18:58
+Hapi Stuffs+
Alright too many bad stuffs.. I must think of happy stuffs.. Lets do questions again!
For today:
1) What's the dumbest act you did?
I finished the last can drink in my fridge! Mom not home, no more can drink for me until I go down to Seng Siong again.. Hai broke and still need to spend on this kinda things =.=
2) What arouses your interest?
Final Fantasy game.. the difference between tactics and strategy! Strategy refers to the overall concept of the battle, while tactics refers to the execution of actions to make the strategy possible.. Din know that..
3) What made you smile?
Sin man's call just a while ago.. Her constant frustration with my phone refusal to receive her messages..
4) What made you happy?
I completed my run! Its a long while..
5) What made you feel blessed?
While scrolling through Final Fantasy MVs, I chanced upon a video, Imagine Me without You. The verse at the end of the clip was Romans 8:38-39. In my unbelief I check the web and the verse really reflected what was written on the clip. While trying to double-check, I stumbled into a script by Bob Wilkin titled, No One Can Ever Separate Us. As I read, I realized that I was thinking wrong all along. In spite of all the wrongs I did, all the sins I had accumulated, I am still a Child of God! Because of his writings, and God's miracle works, I felt more in peace with myself. How I had looked down on myself as a failed Christian! Its the second miracle I had since my shooting star incident in tekong months ago. Really, really thankful for a living God..
No One Can Ever Separate Us
http://www.faithalone.org/news/y1989/89march2.htmlhttp://www.faithalone.org/news/y1989/89april2.html
posted at : 18:32
~so bored~
Alright gonna do something I had long never do, answer questions!!
1.Your feelings now?
Down..
2.Do you think that a friendship is still possible after a breakup?
Yes, but things can never be the same as before..
3.Do you think time can change everything?
Hopefully..
4.Do you believe in promises? Why?
Not really, no.. I have problems trusting the words of people..
5.Do you have a friend that isn't very close yet a friend you can't forget?
Many..?
6.Would you eat the bullet for your friend, or instead fire at them?
Depends on who is the friend..
7.Say something you really wanna say:
I.. am.. all.. alone..
8.Which weakness about yourself that you can't stand the most?
Feeling lonely, when many are in the same situation yet dun seemed to feel the same way..
9.If others were to oppose to what you believe, would you counter back?
Of course! If not why do I believe in what i believed in?
10.If you see your sweetheart asleep in front of you, what would you do?
Close in the distance, if possible..
11.Are you happy now?
Not really..
12.If you fell in love with a person who is attached, and the person is your best friend, what would you do?
Bless their relationship..
13.Love or be loved?
Be loved..
14.How would you face a person you love yet doesn't love you?
Heck the love and lets be friends..
15.If I cry, what would you do?
Depends on who you are.. de..
16.Would you hope to live in a different world?
For now, yes, gladly..
17.What do you need to do now?
Clean up my place, study my sec comm book..
18．Nightfall or daybreak?
Nightfall.. Makes feelings more protruding, more truthful..
posted at : 18:09
-bored-
Finally its 6pm.. Dunno how I'd managed to pass time without doing anything constructive.. Listened to Songs by Fish Leong, now by Jay Chou, I blogged, checked out other Final Fantasy game, played Sudoku, had lunch.. hmm..
I felt totally wasted now.. Sleepy but dun wanna sleep, all alone at home.. No naggings, no outings, dun wanna bother others, yet want to be bothered by others. Damn sian..
Wanna play, do something.. ZZZZZ..
Rrr..
posted at : 18:00
[Pity It's Not You]
A song that reflects my soul..
可惜不是你
Pity It's Not You
这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
This moment suddenly seems so familiar
像昨天 今天同时在放映
It is as if yesterday and today are played together
我这句语气 原来好像你
So my tone is somehow like yours
不就是我们爱过的证据
Isn't that the testament of us having loved before
差一点 骗了自己骗了你
Almost deceived myself and deceived you
爱与被爱不一定成正比
Loving and being loved is not always comparable
我知道被疼是一种运气
I know that being loved is a kind of luck
但我无法完全交出自己
But I am unable to give away myself completely
努力为你改变
Striving to change myself for you
却变不了 预留的伏线
But I cannot change the strings that remains
以为在你身边 那也算永远
Thought that being by your side is still considered forever
彷佛还是昨天
Seemed like yesterday
可是昨天 已非常遥远
But yesterday had gone so far away
但闭上双眼 我还看得见
But when I close both my eyes, I can still see all that
可惜不是你 陪我到最后
It is a pity it is not you who will accompany me until the end
曾一起走却走失那路口
We walked together but got lost at that junction
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who held my hands
还能感受那温柔
I can still feel that warmth
那一段 我们曾心贴著心
Back then, we kept our hearts together
我想我更有权力关心你
I think I have the right to care about you
可能你 已走进别人风景
Perhaps you had already walked into the grassland of others
多希望 也有 星光的投影
How I hope that, too, stars will shine on me
努力为你改变
Striving to change myself for you
却变不了 预留的伏线
But I cannot change the strings that remains
以为在你身边 那也算永远
Thought that being by your side is still considered forever
彷佛还是昨天
Seemed like yesterday
可是昨天 已非常遥远
But yesterday had gone so far away
但闭上双眼 我还看得见
But when I close both my eyes, I can still see all that
可惜不是你 陪我到最后
It is a pity it is not you who will accompany me until the end
曾一起走却走失那路口
We walked together but got lost at that junction
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who held my hands
还能感受那温柔
I can still feel that warmth
可惜不是你 陪我到最后
It is a pity it is not you who will accompany me until the end
曾一起走却走失那路口
We walked together but got lost at that junction
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who held my hands
还能感受那温柔
I can still feel that warmth
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who held my hands
还能温暖我胸口
It still could keep me warm
posted at : 14:15
Lone Runner~
For some reason, perhaps due to habit of waking up early during weekdays, i woke up 8min before my 7.30am alarm.. Okay its not that early..
Surprisingly, I was motivated to run. I took a 15min wash-up and headed for the stadium.
The journey was uneventful. Smell of smoke from exhaust pipes filled the urban air. It was peak hour, and cars and buses were busy with their tasks. A few older folks were on their way home from the stadium. One runner was already running his engine. It had been a while since I'd seen this scene.
The swimming pool had changed, and a new feature was added next to it. Tazi Kiosk. Wonder what it does, or rather, what it was doing outside a swimming pool. Late night swim?
Broke into a jog into the stadium, to warm myself up. I'm set for a 4km run. Hitting the track, my mind did its usual pessimistic talk. 10rounds is too much, it said. 2rounds had passed... 4rounds passed... Run pass the lady seen earlier! Yes, did it.. 6 rounds passed... Wow it was really not easy, 3 more rounds... Why must ambush be laid this way? ... Pass that line! .. Giving up? Not yet... This cant be worst than climbing slopes.. 1 more round... Did it! Yea..
I slowed to a stop next to the fitness corner. Tried pull-ups, but my muscles were all tired. I settled for push-ups and bridges instead. Did cool-down. Ended my morning exercise. The weather was cool, the sweat was sticky. Everything was in its place..
But my heart is somewhere else.. Disappointed..
posted at : 13:32
-Bored-
Sunday, 23 November 2008
For some reason, its 0035h now and I still yet to bathe, sleep.. Still online listening to jay chou, msn, doing random stuffs.. Come on motivation to do routine, sleep!!!
>.<
posted at : 00:35
-POP&Club Exp-
Saturday, 22 November 2008
POP lo!
Finally, after 13weeks in ASLC, 21weeks in SISPEC alone, I'm off to my new unit. Feeling sick of being on course day-by-day. Thank God the weather was good, the parade was well done (except for those few dumbsters who did dumb things..).
The parade rehearsals had been tough, as good as all the trainings, made worst as I was the LPS for the last phase of the course. After the parade rehearsals I was so tired, yet I still had to go around asking people, begging people, nagging people to de-kit their stores. I just cant believe it at times. I would want to throw my stores back to the company as soon as possible so I dun have to worry about lost equipments, and my bunk will be much neater as well! Just cant understand them. In the end we rushed through the last night doing all the stores till late. I woke up tired the next day, but still have to attend the final rehearsal. Haix..
All the scoldings during the rehearsals had come to its uses. Just before the parade itself, people are motivating each other, encouraging each other to do their best. The parade went smoothly, people took things seriously, marched properly, pledge and sang loudly.. Too bad I haven had a video on this.
Much cant be said, only experienced. I can't describe the details of the parade without boring people up. At least Youtube got a video of the 44th ASLC grad parade. My parade is much better of course! Xp
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9maY77U7DY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In the late evening my section mates (most of them) and my Sec Comm and I went to Zouk. Ahh, after much deliberation, consideration, planning, and wishing, I entered into a club for the first time! The atmosphere was very intense, loud music, but not as cramp as i thought it would be, at least for the main hall anyway. We had Graveyard with ice, and Flaming Lambogini! The Graveyard with ice isn'tthat strong a drink. I still feel very conscious after drinking it, and that's on top of drinking shares of 3 mixes (orange redbull and _____(fill in the blank)). The only side effect was perhaps more loose with myself, moving to the beat.
Then my Sgt introduced us to the Flaming Lambogini! It was so special! They have 2 cups of drinks, one which look like a normal wine, and another looked like milk. I never got to find out what they are exactly, but they are alcoholic drinks for all I know. First they would light up the "normal wine" drink (yes, blue flame comes out..) and you'd drink. Just before it ends, pour in the "milk" and continue drinking. The effect was so powerful that I felt it immediately. Though I did my system testing (walking straight line and about-turn) and it was satisfactory, I need to focus more than usual. Then we went dancing on the dance floor.
Hmmm it is good to mention now that the music in the main hall isnt to my liking. Its like trance and techno all the way. The people just purely dance for the sake of dancing (though not all). I myself made use of this opportunity instead to see what moves i can come up with. Due to my limited experience, I didn't gain much.
Time passes by quickly, and the effects of drinking became more apparent. I needed even more focus, but it was my section mates that got me thinking. One was obviously on the brink of collapsing, dancing and shaking like there's no tomorrow. The other was with dreamy eyes and talking nonsense while still shaking. There's one who vomited. One casualty. Tried to resurrect him but all attempts failed. Sent back home.
The two struggling for life kept wanting to go back to the dance floor.
At 12.30, we declared 1 more casualty.
At 1.30, we wanted to try getting into phuture, but it was overloaded. The bouncer was strict then.
In the end, we had a total of 3 casualty, 2 injured, 3 still alive. Lucky for us, 2 casualty resurrected. At 5.15, I pushed them off back home.
I remembered clearly, at one point, I was thinking, what's with clubs? The low lights mixed with smell of alcohol, drained in alcohol.. Its like a life wasted at that moment. As I reflect, I recalled the anger of some people expounded vividly while walking out. I still see clearly girlfriend-boyfriend grinding each other, hugging and kissing each other, losing each other in the heat of the music, losing the sense of themselves. The main hall filled me with distaste.
The Velvet Underground, one of the premium hall, was much better. I managed to sneak in somehow, openly. At least the people are more conscious in general. The music were more themed, focused. It was those dance music like "Low", and people will really bent their knees, getting lower and lower as the song went "..next thing you know, shawty got low, low, low, low.." Its one of the coolest thing I ever seen! This is what I would really call enjoying life. Imagine strangers got into coordinated moves with you. Its like people gathering to celebrate an occasion. The atmosphere was full of life.
All in all, the experience had been multi-facet. I saw people just lying openly on the walkway outside, with a bottle in their hands. I saw people losing themselves. I saw people dancing, shaking, apparently enjoying themselves. I saw friends being like them.
Ask me if I would wanna go club again, like my nonsense-d friend like to ask me when he was drunk..
Looking at him, I cant give a clear yes.
posted at : 21:53
March 2007
