OMG such interesting song!!
Tuesday, 27 January 2009
Here goes the lyrics
Prettiest friend:
This is what I look like today
And I’m trying not to pull out my hair
I’m trying not to show it cause I’m far too shy to grow it back there
That’s probably why I like wearing hats
There’s no denying I’m deferring the facts
Avoiding confrontation
Lacks tact in a situation
Behind every line is a lesson yet to learnBut if you ask me
The feeling that I’m feeling is overwhelming
And oh it goes to show
I’ve so much to know
I wrote this for my prettiest friend
Who while trying not to prove that I care
Trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her awayWell she can’t see she’s making me crazy now
I don’t believe she knows she’s amazing how
She has me holding my breathe
So I’d never guess that I’m a none such unsuitable, suitable for her
But if you ask me
The feeling that I’m feeling is complimentary
And oh it goes to show
The moral of the story is boy loves girl
And so on the way that it unfolds is yet to be toldI know that I should be brave
Even pretty can be seen by the blind
I know that I cannot wait
Until the day we finally learn how to find each other
Redefining open minds
And if you ask me
The feeling that I’m feeling is overjoyed
And it’s golden, it goes to show then
The ending of this song should be left alone
And so on cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told-end-
Okay its execrated, but nvm the main point is, I just like being around her, and the path for us is still uncertain.. haha..
(if you still dunno, those in bold are true..)
posted at : 00:32
My (not so) wonderful CNY
Monday, 26 January 2009
What's in for CNY?
Steamboat.
Imagine eating steamboat for 2 consecutive days, from brunch till dinner. Its either really steaming the boat or heating up the boat, which makes no difference. Boiled prawns, vegetable, chicken, abalone.. Wa sick of them man.. I need something nicer..
Perhaps its just my lack of skill in them that made it that bad.. Still remembered eating uncooked fishball, overcooked dumplings, weird tasting vegetables that are suppose to make the soup taste better.. Rice is still my best companion through this hardships..
Okay maybe it isnt that bad. Got to hear LIVE fire crackers (through its with 3hrs of standing and waiting.. drown in the crowd seeing nothing.. so bored that I played psp for 2hrs..)
Got to interact with relatives. Seriously I need to talk more to my cousins than just the cliche questions "how are you? What are you doing now?" I envision a day where I'll ask, "Hey wanna watch movie/ go on makansutra?"
Yea, that's my resolution for the year as well: rediscover and rebuild relations.
Heh.
posted at : 23:21
My Resolution
Duty over self,
Commitment over desires.
Words of life over death,
Love of all over self.
A faith full soul,
A worshipping spirit.
A strength greater than yesterday.
To preserve my dreams,
and honor.
posted at : 21:26
New year eve...
Sunday, 25 January 2009
The eve isnt gone and i'm blogging about it.. Shows how bored i'm..
Family there, playing cards. Makes me wonder: Is there nothing to do during CNY that we must gamble?
Maybe it's just me being bored.. Seriously nothing to do, wanna go out, but even if someone as me out, I feel that it's my duty to stay. Personality problem sia. zz..
Thought somewhat about him, think a little more about her..
I'm bored.. =.=
posted at : 15:41
My Campmate
Saturday, 24 January 2009
I have this bunk mate, name Benjamin Ong, sleeping next to me. So what got me into posting about him? He is one person whom I really want to reach out and help him.
I would stop short of converting him. I have no interest in converting people, only helping them.
Perhaps a short summary on how I got to know him. Met him during my Commander Preparatory Course in Tekong, cuz he wanna take cab to woodlands and is finding people to share load. I remembered telling him that if he could find another 2 more, I'll agree. Surprisingly, he got them fast.
I was usually very quiet in camp, and especially to my new unit's colleagues. He was an exception. Perhaps under his inquistive nature, I opened up alot to him. His lack of fear for his past amazed me, and his "heck-care" attitude interest me. He is interested in people, something I look up to, and can talk alot to people. In a split moment we became friends, and bed buddies.
We are really opposites, but we love to argue our own stands. We are experimental people, learning by experience than learning by theories. And we argue on religion as well. I was really surprise that someone could really be as interested in religion as he is, and he challenged me to be more knowledgeable and passionate for my beliefs. Through him I am reminded of my beliefs and strengthened my faith.
He is an unbeliever. Totally. But it was by choice, and a reasoned choice. He live each day trying to enjoy each day, unlike me who focussed more on the future. We would at times just argue on how we should live, and sometimes he wins, sometimes I win. I don't mind, cuz I am learning as much as he is.
Such a friend is hard to find. All the more I want to help him in his dream. He wants to be a better person, less tempermental and more committed, and to live a good life, turn over a new leaf. He used to do alot of forbidden things and was rebellious towards his parents. He know it is all wrong, and I can sense that he wants to change. He just doesn't know how.
Just like me. There are somethings I want to change, but doesn't know how. I am still trying, and I thank God for His faith in me. I don't care if people question about my God, and my inability to justify at times. It is by my belief that I can be stable and established, and understand what I am doing. It is by my faith in Him and my faith in His faith in me that I grow stronger and more happy with myself and my life, and walking in full confidence the person I want to be. This is what I want to impart to Ben, to be like God to him, that he can be established in his ways and walk his dreams.
I'll have him in my prayers.
posted at : 14:17
New Target..?
Maybe time for some confessions: I like someone.
Its been for quite some time. Since mid-last year I guess; but she was not the first choice then.
Not going to say much about her, until something happens.
Dunno what to do about this feeling. A relationship with her indeed has many complications and uncertainty.
Just, a feeling. We'll see what can happen..
Found this quote:
"To love means to open ourselves to the negative as well as the positive - to grief, sorrow, and disappointment as well as to joy, fulfillment, and an intensity of consciousness we did not know was possible before." -- Rollo May
posted at : 13:41
-more about me..?-
Saturday, 17 January 2009
Just some simple QnA to have some post for this week.. kinda sleepy, being just back from field camp.. hee.. tag myself using shihua's post..
1) What have you been doing recently?
This week alone, had battalion pt on monday, romantic run with my section on tuesday, shack-but-not-really-so-shack combat pt on wednesday followed by specialist buffet, field training under RSM on thursday and friday. Most physically demanding week.. long time since last pt, longer time since last continuous pt, longer time still since field camp.. xiong sia..
2) Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yes.. When I sleep.. My phone will attitude me if I dun.. Sian I want back my CV hp..
3) What happened at 10am this morning?
(recalling with a shack mind).. Err.. Section clearing of room..
4) When did you last cry?
... Forgot.. I just remember telling myself never ever cry again, cuz I have to be strong.. There are many people looking up at me.. I cannot afford to be a stumbling block for others.. The last time I emo too much would be around may-june last year..
5) Believe in fate/ destiny?
Yeah.. I believe in purpose-filled living, and passion oriented destiny..
~Wow just nice i'm listening to the song "to zanarkand" by imeem.com.. Very, reflective..~
6) What do you want in your whole life now?
Enjoying every single moment fully, be it adrenaline rush or just silent contentment, never regreting..
7) Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or do you just put up your hood?
Carry umbrella.. habit I guess.. plus can prevent face from getting wet..
8) What's the favourite thing you have on your bed?
My imagination of hugging something soft and warm.. I miss my bolster, or anything huggable but not furry..
9) What bottoms are you wearing now?
Shorts
10) What's the nicest thing you have in your inbox?
"sure or not? I thought I din really comfort you much lei.. Thats why I sms you if you still need a listening ear.. If some days you feel alone, you can always listen to the song umbrella! That song is like my promise to our friendship le.. So.. Haha.. Kinda late le, sleep early bah!"
- Xiu Wen, 4may2008, 0023.50h
I think, its really a long time since someone came so close to me.. I missed the feeling of being cared for by someone.. Guess that's a sacrifice for being a pillar of strength for many..
11) Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I dunno what you mean, but I ground all my relationship on basic principles like trust and commitment. May seemed simple, but method wise may be different and may be walking on a fine line. Depends on situation..
12) Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?
No..
13) What's the last movie you caught?
Yes!man .. Say yes! a hundred times, a thousand times!
14) What are you proud of?
Me achieving a silver bayonet out of hard work..
15) What does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
Some chinese message by XiuWen on weird behaviours of guys and gals..
16) What is the last song you sang out loud?
Considering full song, its Celion Dion's " My heart will go on"
17) Do you have any nickname?
Skai
18) What does your last received text message says?
"hey peepz, tis is min yi here. i hav changd a new no. do update. kip in touch!" -min yi, 16jan2009, 2336.07h
19) What time did you go to bed last night?
2130h
20) Are you currently happy?
Contended is the correct word..
21) Who gives you the best advice?
My mistakes..
22) Do you eat whipped cream straight from can?
0.o no..
23) Who did you talk on phone last night?
I was out in the field..
24) Is something bugging you now?
Yeah.. my bed.. and something else..
25) Do you wear toe socks?
Nope..
26) Who was the person/ What was the thing that last made you laugh?
Kiri.. Always kena arrowed and trying very hard to defend against all arrows, but talk too much and became a very prominent target board.. Feels very gullible..
27) Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Sin Man.. should be asking if I'm attending cell group today, but I came back to camp late..
28) Have you ever had your heart-broken?
Yeah..
29) What annoys you most in a person?
Doing things just because the book says so.. Think man, and believe..
30) Do you have a crush on someone?
Err.. yeah..
31) Have you ever done cocaine?
No
32) What is the colour of your room?
Pink.. Weird eh?
33) Would you kill someone for a billion dollars?
NOpe..
34) -nil-
35) Who was the last person to lie on your bed?
Dust in the air..
36) Who was the last person to hug you?
Jia Sheng, my gay partner..
37) Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
nope.. lost contact..
38) Do you have a life?
Yeah, I would say I have..
39) Have you ever thought someone died, when they didn't?
Yeah, in my fantasy stories..
40) What's the reason behind your blog's song?
It is reflective, a song with simple hope, just to be with you..
41) Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
XiuWen..?
42) Last time you smiled?
Today..?
43) Have you changed this year?
Too early to say, but definitely from last year..
44) What are you listening to right now?
Suteki Da Ne (blog song..)
45) Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Nope
46) Do you walk with your eyes open?
Ya (like de..)
47) Is there a quote you life by?
Stand strong..
48) Do you want someone you can never have?
I cant predict futures, but I had before..
49) Have you ever played an instrument?
Yea.. Not that pro..
50) What was the worst idea you had this week?
Cant remember..
51) What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Sleeping..
52) Are you happy with your love life now?
Can be better..
53) What song best describle your love life?
(no idea)
54) Does the person know you like him/her?
(never declare, so no idea.. i dun assume..)
55) Who makes you laugh?
I dun have someone specific..
56) Do you speak other languages other than english?
Chinese
57) Favourite website?
Facebook
58) What's your middle name?
Si
59) No Qns
=.=.. Wa still long...
60) What do you think you are like?
Cool, but passionate..
61) Who will you choose to die with?
my wife..
62) Where have you been today?
Tekong, Selarang, home..
63) What games do you play often?
FFVII
64) Who are you missing now?
my crush..
65) If you had to choose between your friends and your lover who will you choose?
My lover.. This is the person I love lei, so its natural to love her company..
66) What are you doing right now?
Answering qns and thinking why am I doing this, and when is it ending.. zz..
67) Which primary school are you from?
Fuchun Primary
68) Name 3 colours you like:
Sky blue, White, BLack
69) What emotions you like to show?
Casual
70) What is life to you?
To live as full as possible, to try new things and learn new things..
71) If you have something bothering you what will you do?
Judge its importance and think it through based on time allocated to think of it.
72) Who did you last chat on msn today?
Didn't msn..
73) Who do you admire most?
Passionate people with endurance, working for a cause greater than themselves
74) Which month are you born in?
April
75) How are you feeling right now?
Tired
76) What is the time now?
0141h
77) What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you (who is myself)
Quiet most of the time, very reserved in his new social group, but an action packed person once unleashed correctly. Full of ideas, sometimes really random. Needs attention. Love language involves physical contact, and words of affirmation. Likes to be and feel cool.
78) What colour did you use to dye your hair?
I dun dye..
79) Why are you doing this quiz?
I tagged myself
80) What do you do when you are moody?
I try to pray, else sleep..
81) At what age do you wish to get married?
28
82) Who is more important to you?
God
83) If today is the last day of your life what will you do?
Thank everyone for walking in my life, and die peacefully in my sleep
84) Who is the person you trust the most?
Xiu Wen
85) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yea..
86) If a dream were to come true what will it be?
Hope: have a girlfriend
Probable: do well in Army
87) What's your goal for this year?
Train my men well, and be more sensitive in my speech
88) No qns
zz..
89) What feeling do you love most?
The feeling of love
90) Do you think it's global warming now?
The climate do seem erratic..
91) What feeling do you hate most?
Loneliness
92) Do you like quizzes?
only when I'm outta ideas..
93) Do you believe in god?
Yea..
94) Who cares for you most?
Myself
95) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Fulfill my God-given purpose
96) What will you bring when you fight?
Fighting spirit
97) What had you regretted during your whole life?
Regretted being tempted too easily..
98) What will you do if nobody cared for you?
Care for myself
99) What will you do if your bf/gf two-timed you?
Break away. No point.
100) 8 people to do this quiz:
Me, myself, I, SiKai, Sky, Skai, dangtian, S K Tan
~end~
posted at : 00:21
Major Overhaul
Friday, 9 January 2009
Yeah! I did it! I successfully changed the blogskin for the first time.
Quite a huge learning curve and glad that I passed it through. I must thank alot of people, like Xaiver123 for his outstanding video on how to change blogskin, blogger.com for the relative ease of doing so, xfantasywingsx for his skin, Niang, ShiHua for their invaluable source codes, firefox, microsoft for the programming, all html self-teach sites, and of course my brain for making sense of everything..
Although the skin isn't quite what I'd expected, like there are patches of white i can't remove and the black body that I can't change, at least the source is not as jumbled as the other skin code I'd considered. That code was so messed up that all the words appear everywhere when I previewed it.
So after 4h plus of hard labour, this is my fruit. Not too bad for a green horn. hehe..
Maybe i'll plan another overhaul sometime soon.. the patches doesn't seemed pleasing to me..
Mission accomplished
*cheers ^^
posted at : 18:26
Emo day..
Thursday, 8 January 2009
Okay.. So what happened to me..?
Actually nothing much la.. just that too slack at home.. Off till sunday, while everyone is either in camp or just started school.. Dunno who to jio out, so nua-ing at home..
Even my mom went to work.. House seemed so.. dull..
I hate being alone..
I switched on the radio to liven it up a bit, but it could only do so much. The sky looks so cloudy; I dun think it's possible to swim later..
Then I saw a name on the newspaper... Dorcas Tan.. Got a poke in the heart.. Nvm la.. Its doesn't matter...
Hmm..
Chatted with some friends.. one oversea friend that I never met face-to-face, familiar yet not so.. Oh I guess I never mentioned her before. her real name liao Ruyin. I called her ah yin, cuz that's how we were introduced.
We knew each others' existence on one fateful day on one fateful month on one fateful year. It should be in the year 2007 Autumn season. My friend JiaQi in Beijing, whom I got to know during my ex-school's School Twinning Program to ______ School for 1 week+, introduced me to his group of friends on MSN on this fateful day. There's Freya, ah yin, Rupeng, and perhaps some others.
Of that group, I clicked with yin the most. Not very sure why. Perhaps more topic to talk about, perhaps she was the one I talk with the most after the day, perhaps she was online more than the rest, perhaps personality was more comfortable for me. Plus she has better command of english, so I dun have to explain my words that much. Funny thing is that she will at times switch to using mandrin whenever my words got too difficult for her, and I'll be the one begging for translation..
Its through her that I renewed my lack of interest for mandrin. I cant stand reading pages of mandrin characters, no let me rephrases: I cant stand reading sentences of mandrin characters. Maybe its just because I got used to reading english and had a certain style of reading, that isnt effective when dealing with mandrin characters. I'll get lost when reading her blog. Its all in freaking mandrin!! Argh..
She is my junior, being just 18 this year, 2 years younger. It's weird, considering JiaQi is the same age as me. One interesting observation is that in China, you can have people with age difference of 2 years in the same class, so I guess its normal for them to know each other. Anyway being my junior, she would at times ask me questions. Things can range from school work to philosophy. I think its the debate of the latter that we chat much more than others online. Currently being in army, we chatted less, so it's usually limited to schoolwork.
She's now in studying in America, Yorktown High School (glad she has facebook, you know what I mean?). Still remembered how she complained last year of not being able to adapt to the culture, that the school is splitted into different races. She was more comfortable with the natives as they are less competitive, more open and free. The class she was in was filled with those competitive china ppl we singaporeans generally know. Now I think she was more or less alright, with her own network, her own interest group. Yea, good for her..
Wow I got so off topic, suppose to be on emo day.. Aiya whatevea la..
I shall think of it this way:
Its a silent contentment day!!!
Rar~!
posted at : 13:48
Inspired...
Friday, 2 January 2009
Saw ShiHua's blog, and she did this thing that requires her to say those things that people dun know about her, in as much as the numerator of her age.. Okay chim but lazy to rephrase..
So the list of things people dun know (or most likely din notice) about me:
1) When I was pri6, I got my first touch of gameboy. Very elated that my friend lend it to me, I played on my way home. The next thing I knew, guess what? a car was honking at me: I was standing in the middle of the road =.=
2) There was once when I took Dorcas' watch out of fun. That's p6, again. I returned her the next day.
3) I just broke my record of 6899 with 7040 for Celion Dion's "My heart will go on"
4) My cheeks grown bigger
5) I have sensitive nose
6) I wish for bigger eyes, so I tried to open my eyes and smile when taking pictures
7) I can solve 3x3x3 rubrics cube
8) I used to be able to solve 4x4x4 rubrics cube
9) I hate buying presents, cuz I tend to think alot and try to personalise it
10) I did tower jump into a pool, and still am freaking scare of it. My body will just tremble.. ZZ..
11) I am lost online.. I dunno what to do..
12) I get mad at lagging computers..
13) I hate singapore dramas.. too dramatic till it can seemed so impossible that it can happen.. I think our dramas need to be more relevant..
14) I find myself a boring person
15) I think I have not much skills..
16) I can eat alot..
17) The secret to me able to stay concious and not get too drunk is to admit to myself that I'm drunk, and I need to focus to standing straight.
18) I love to slouch. Very relaxing..
19) I hate sleeping in Tekong.. Too cold at night and the blanket's thin..
20) I believe in defending the nation, but not signing on.. I have negative perception about Army..
posted at : 14:30
My sleepless Marathon~
Duration: 31Dec 08- 1Jan09
Event: New Year Eve Celebration
Time: 311208 1700h - 0130 010109
People: Xiu Wen, Sin Man, Kelvin, Kenneth, Jia Sheng, Jia Yin, Samson, Dominic, Eunice, Mohan, Tiong Kun, (another Indian guy), Joshua (that little boy..), Xiao Ping, Venni
What we did:
-Had dinner with BroValor
-Arcade
-Movie: Yes Man
-Watch Fireworks
-Go "home"
Comment:
The highlight for me for this event would be the movie. Though I was sitting by myself (some admin problem), I thoroughly enjoyed the movie. It's super hilarious yet catching. There were many twist to it that made me focussed on it. One part was that there was a man on suicide mode. Carl (main actor) went up immediately and quickly to the man. At lost of what to do to get the man down, he looked into the house and saw the guitar. I could imagine him thinking of the concert (previous scene) he pictured with Allison, and the guitar lessons he attended. Then out of inspiration or something, he took the guitar and tuned it. The suicidal man got anxious at what Carl was doing, didn't know what to expect. Suddenly, Carl came out and started playing a song, lyrics reflecting the suicide's man's life. The suicidal man started singing, and soon the crowd below started singing as well! Encouraged, the suicidal man slowly gave up his suicidal thoughts and moved in. Seeing the opportunity, Carl grabbed the man and threw him in, and ended with a strum of the strings, "Vrramm".
The movie was so inspiring to me. I got out of the theatre believing that life started with "yes". I can even give a string of reasons with it. Omg...
Event: Post New Year celebration part I@Niang's house
Time: 010109 0200h - 010109 0730h
People: Shan, Maio Sia, Niang, Alice, Tze Chong, Yann Ming
What we did:
-Cards
-Majiong
-Truth or Dare
Comments:
I arrived late, and at that time they were playing cards. Ah Gong looked sleepy at that time already.. Actually no sooner he went to the sofa and slept.. We were at lost at what to do.. Sat around the cards, we decided to play Bridge PJ-style. But, only 3 person knew how to play it.. ZZ.. Fortunately, Niang's mom came home, and we played. The others got bored and went to play majiong..
>Fast Foward to 0500h..
So after a lot of miscellaneous things, we sat bored on the floor again. Then we decided to play "Truth or Dare". A smart idea by ShiHua: Write down 2 "Dare"s each, and we picked from there. Guess what Alice wrote.. Swallow anyone's saliva!!! Omg!! Luckily we found out early and removed it. Alice ar Alice...
Anyway, we played the game. Of cuz, alot of things said cant be revealed, but the most stupid question was asked by me (like who else..?) to Maio Sia (cuz we dunno what to ask..): What's your [Maio Sia] cup size? Okay I know its super off, but I guess that's normal when you are bored, cuz I inspired more stupid question in ShiHua. Truths aside, the dares did was
>>fireman-carry, written by me, kena by me. My victim was ShiHua (so sad for her, but too bad Xp);
>>Niang was made to say XOXO (hugs and kisses) 20 times;
>>ShiHua made to disturb Tze chong without waking him up, which she failed (but later decided that she succeeded. Tze chong didn't realised that he woke up.. 0.0..);
>>I was made to eat 5 mints in a go (like... errr.??);
>>Maio Sia was made to dance with the MTV on tv. She's classic man. She stood there while the MV rolls behind her. So 1 song passed.. Niang switched off the lights so she won't be so outstanding, which was suppose to make her more willing to dance, but she stood there.. So 2 songs passed.. Under our much insistence, she did a dance! Ommg! but.. what dance was that..? She explained that it's some taiwan dance that's regularly featured in taiwan entertainment shows. Its like dancing around a box.
We took a break for breakfast (actually we never got back.. lol..) , and took some pictures..
This is our breakfast! Kindly delivered by MacDonalds. Looks messy..
And the hungry ghosts eat..
Snap-shots of what happened earlier..
Our Model for the day!
*Embarrassed at being called a model*
What happened even earlier, while playing "Truth or Dare"...
Trying to tickle my feet..
Trying harder to tickle my feet..
Combo Attack!!
But failed...
After breakfast family pics (a bit too dark..)..
Event: Visitation to Tze Chong's house
Time: 010109 0815h - 010109 1240h
People: Tze Chong and his family..
What we did:
-Blogging while he played his Nitendo DS
-Sleep..
Comment:
Nothing much ba.. Just do my blogging.. then more blogging.. then listen to music.. then blogging.. then cant tahan anymore and sleep at 1130h..
Event: Lunch out at Lot1
Time: 010109 1300h - 010109 1400h
People: Tze chong, Niang, Jimmy, Jian Wei
What we did:
-Lunch
Comment:
Nothing much again.. Just that my stomach isn't feeling that good cuz didn't sleep enough.. Generated alot of gas.. then tried to conceal it.. hee..
jian wei left later to play bball.. ps sia.. zz...
Event: New Year Celebration@David's house
Time: 010109 1430h - 010109 1700h
People: Jonathan, Chau Min, (one other guy whom I dunno..), David, Niang, Tze Chong, Jimmy, ShiHua, Alice, Jeremy, Yi Huan, Wen Xiang.
What we did:
-Karaoke using Karaokeparty.com
-Guess that mime
-Dare and Dare
-Random stuff..
Comment:
Oh great, our beloved organiser Shan isn't here! She said she planned alot of things, so we were left with nothing to do. Luckily Niang brought her game...
Before that, Jimmy, ShiHua and I were high-ing ourselves with David's beloved mic (with was for his guitar) and the Karaokeparty.com. We sang songs like Bleeding Love, My Heart Will Go On. Wow I got a wooping 6899 score for "My heart will go on"!
Then the whole group gathered to play "guess the mime", Jonathan's idea while we wait for Shan. That's where stupid actions start popping out. Since it's all acts, hard to describe.. Then we received news that Shan not coming.. Zz..
Tio-ing ShiHua's arrow, I suggested "Truth or Dare" w/o truth, which Jonny rephrased as "Dare and Dare". Anyway we did as we (those who went Niang's house earlier) did earlier: wrote down the "dare"s. So the the game starts (not in chronological order):
>>YiHuan very suay. His dare was to kiss David's dog. I felt so sad for him, cuz kaiser (Dav's dog), isn't a really nice dog. It can bark loudly and sharply, very scary. It was brought out of its confinement, the kitchen bathroom, to the kitchen. Behind close doors (kitchen door.. its transparent), we watched as YiHuan execute his infamous "kissing-the-dog". The scene was funny la! The dog looked at YiHuan with a blur look as YiHuan bend closer to the dog. After a few hesitation and breaking off eye contact, smart YiHuan (distinction student lei..) kissed the head of the dog (ohh why not the mouth..).
>>ShiHua got worst; her dare was to tell Chau Min that he's the cutest guy. When as ShiHua did her dare, Chau Min gave a its-nothing-special reply: Okay. But the good show had yet to come! ShiHua was also to hug him! Then all got their cameras ready as ShiHua shyly gave him a hug at his back, and everyone gave their cheers! Woot!
>>Tze Chong was to do an Indian dance with one other as the tree, no thanks to my creative idea. It was really fated to hit him hard, because as the pen spun to the victim, it stopped at Alice! Ohh that gossip-couple.. Chong plea around for mercy (he doesn't like to dance, much less with a girl. He was known to avoid touching girls and having eye contacts with them, and shaking his head when he was on the stage and was invited to dance during the school prom..). As the Chong we all knew, he ran into hiding, while we just sat and shout: Chong, come out.. Obdiently, he came out. He gave me that classic I-am-gonna-kill-you look. Niang switched the TV to Vasantham channel and asked him to dance to the beat (I'm not the only one bad Xp). After much persuasion, Chong did a left-right upper body swing that trains his side muscles.
>>Tze Chong was to shout: Ahh, Happy New Year! .. Okay this he did without much persuasion..
>>Jonathan (jonny) did 10spins and had to walk straight. He did it without much sweat. Respect respect.
>>Jeremy did 10spins in the rain. He fumbled and swayed like drunk. Lol..
>>David had to stare at a horse figurine for 10seconds. No sweat either.
>>Jimmy had to drink 3 glasses of water. No sweat, but he drank only 1 glass.. Why not bottle sia..?
>>YiHuan had to eat the mini chocolate doughnuts...?
>>WenXiang had to jump into the pool! no la not so bad.. He chose another and had to dance and sing hokie-pokie. Since he cant sing, we sang together and he did the actions..
>>Jeremy had to kiss the dog as well! Credits to Jonny..
The game ended, and we did our own stuffs.. Got too bored, left at 1700h. But before that, never too bored to take photos!!
*Lol ShiHua.. Either God has something against you, or Fate has something against you.. Your choice.. Lolx.. But not bad lei you very up.. Mentioned you many times.. haha..
posted at : 11:31
Quiz Marathon
So I'm bored, and took the facebook's quizzes. results:
Quiz: What do people like about you?
Result: You're Extremely Cool!
Comment: Omg really..? Woow that's.. Cool...
Quiz: What's your mental age?
Result: You are 43yrs old!
Comment: !!!!??? I admit my mental age is old but not
that old...
Quiz: Where will you be in 10 years time?
Result: Married with 8 kids
Comment: Okay.. that's cuz I put too many "family" option..
Quiz: What decade you belong in?
Result: 1950s
Comment: Omg.. that's.. really.. far behind..
Quiz: What's your perfect relationship?
Result: Attached at the hip (..?)
Explanation of result:
You love the feeling of being in a relationship. So when you get into one, you want to be with that person as much as humanly possible.
You're also a little insecure about dating, so you'd rather have your sweetie nearby than wonder what they're doing when they're out of sight.
Look for someone who's in it for the long haul, just like you are. And if they say they they're not ready for a relationship, or they need some space, then run the other way.
Comment: Yea true..
Quiz: What animal are you?
Result: Llama (..?)
Explanation of result:
A lot of people don't realize this, but llamas are the coolest animals on the planet. They are totally laid back, they have stylish hairdo's, and they've got good attitudes towards all creatures, big and small. They're like the "awesome next door neighbors" of the animal kingdom.
You're a llama! Be happy, be proud. Then go out and spread the word that there's nothing cooler than a llama. The world has got to know the truth.
Comment: Wow.. That good..? That's cool..
Quiz: What should your New Year Resolution be?
Result: Be a nicer person
Comment: Am I not.. nice..? :(
Quiz: What's your kissing IQ? (wow there's such things..)
Result: 104.. average
Elaboration of result:
Don't fret.
Lots of people kiss worse than you. (Though lots of people kiss
better than you, too.)
The good news is, no one's gonna ditch you just 'cause of your kissing style. The bad news is, no one's gonna fall madly in love of you 'cause of it, either. (For that, you'll have to rely on your charming personality.)
Don't fret - get out there and practice!
Comment: Okay.. I'll try...
Quiz: The dream job quiz.
Result: Brain Surgeon
Elaboration:
You're smart, you're into studying and hard work, and you actually care more about making this world a better place than about petty stuff like meeting celebrities. Of course, if any of those celebrities get an aneurism, you'll be first one they call.
Being a surgeon is a great, but it won't make you famous. To see what will, come take the
How Will You Get Famous? quiz.
Comment: Eeew.. Gross..
Quiz: How will you die?
Result: Peacefully in your sleep
Elaboration:
You're smart, you're healthy and you don't let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.
Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them "jerkface."
Comment: Let's see how ba.. Maybe I'll know when I die and go to heaven.. haha..
Okay that's all folks!
posted at : 10:37
Goals for Jan-Feb
Thursday, 1 January 2009
Mission:
I am to complete tasks to retain and improve my attitude, both visible and invisible, as part of Operation Lionheart, from 010109 - 280109.
Execution:
-Key Ideas
To complete tasks to retain and improve my attitude, both visible and invisible, as part of Operation Lionheart, from 010109 - 280109. Tasks are:
>Loving God
: Do my quiet time 95% of the time
: Do my bible reading 95% of the time
: Do once 1h of quiet time
: Fulfil my tithes and pledges
>Loving Myself
: Save an additional 10% of income
>Loving People
: Volunteer 4h of service to the community (include church ministry)
: Attend/ Organise 2 gathering of friends
>Unafraid of work
: Master Section Commander Handbook
: Do area cleaning of a sector once per month
posted at : 10:50
Your Own Miracle - DJ Max
Your Own MiracleClose your eyes
Take some time to center your soul
and be at one.
With the sky
You can fly if you unfurl your wings
to face the sun.
In your mind
You will find all the power you need
to get things done.
And your dreams
The can seem like mere shadows of brighter
days to come
Shoot for the moon
If you miss you will still be among
the stars.
Don't ever stop.
If you never give up
You are guaranteed
to go far.
ChorusBe your very own miracle.
You can't a race standing still.
Go on! (Go on~)
Pick those beautiful feet up
from off the floor,
Rise and Soar!
Be your very own miracle.
Just believe you can and you will.
Have faith! (Have faith~)
Every goal that you make is a chain you break
to set your spirits free!
Every page you have turned
in this book of your life has led you here.
Every step that you
take you grow closer to conquering your fear.
Dreams can come true!
But they depend on you and how strong you are.
Don't ever stop!
If you never give up you are guaranteed to go far
(Repeat Chorus)
posted at : 09:04
Operation Lionheart
Hmm, so its a New Year! Happy '09 everyone!
Basically the year end celebration been interesting, but elaborate later. Needa focus.
Anyway, I saw XW did some new year resolution and I thought, why not? Here I am now doing it..
Operation LionheartSituation:
-Background
Yr 2008 had past. It had been a year of much changes and control, establishing myself. Had a bad start, but thank God for blessings that wasn't visible in the first place. He broke me into pieces, had me crying out for myself for a long time. When I finally decided to let things be on His hands, He did a miracle: setting a shooting star over Tekong. It stablised me, had me to believe in things impossible, in things simple. He blessed me with a listener, with a group of like-minded friends. I was blind not to notice, too stucked in self-pity.
But it could be all with a purpose. Because of my fading belief, I established my own values and principles. I trust hardwork, for it will bring reward. Through hardwork, I gained confidence in my field. I speak with more conviction, with more thought. I believe that we should not be too bothered about others and their way of doing things; we alone are accountable for what we do. I value commitment, and trust. "Make it happen"; all are possible if we do with conviction and commitment.
I believe all starts in the mind. How you control it determines the result, most of the time. This year, I'm going to improve myself.
-Intention
Operation Lionheart is to be conducted as part of the Project Rebirth. It is to re-establish the attitude of the heart such that it reflects the 3 Great Commandments of the church: Loving People Fervently; Loving God Wholeheartedly; To be the Salt and Light in the Marketplace. It forms the fundamental building block for further developments of the Project.
-Scope
1) Attitude of the Heart
2) Presentation of the Attitude
Mission:
I am to conduct Operation Lionheart on the attitude of my heart up till its reflection in my behaviour in year 2009 as part of Project Rebirth.
Execution:
-Key Ideas
To conduct Operation Lionheart on the attitude of my heart (Part I) up till its reflection in my behaviour (Part II) in year 2009, on the areas below:
>Part I
: Loving God
: Loving Myself
: Loving People
: Unafraid of work
>Part II
: Courage
: Commitment
: Truth
: Strength
: Forgiveness
Elaboration:
- Bi-monthly AAR will be conducted. Actions carried out in the time frame will be examined, sieved and improved. Feedbacks will also be looked into.
posted at : 08:35
March 2007
